A boring day at home

Its a wednesday today. Study day again. Well, I'm still in USA, LA now. Its been so long since the last time I blogged. Firstly, welcome Xuehua to join us today! =) Talking bout study just now, yeah, I'm studying in UCLA for this summer. Took Intro To Psychology. A not bad module to take and the lecturer is not bad too. No mid-term, no final. But, there is quiz every lesson and test every thursday. Its all MCQ but some of the questions are not as easy as you thought. Have sort of gotten used to the studies here and the life here in USA. Time really flies fast! I'm only left with 3 weeks here.
By right I should be studying for my quiz and test tomorrow. Hiazz .. but so not in the mood leh .. dunno why. Mayb cos my laptop crashed. So sad! I'm going to be laptop-less for the next few weeks. I was telling frances that mayb its a hint for me to get a new laptop liao ..
Suddenly a lot of stuff just went thru my mind. Had a small talk with frances after lunch, but it seems like I still feel troubled and no mood to study. I'm questioning myself with all these questions: Am I looking into things too hard? Am I having the typical Virgo mindset of being or wanting everything to be perfect whereas no one can be perfect? Am I just wasting my time waiting for something which I also dunno wat is it? Am I looking at all the cons and ignoring all the pros? Maybe I am, but why? why? why is everything I see and can see is only the con side? Is it really the problem with me?
Well, all the friends out there, dun worry bout anything that I've just said, I'm just doing a thrashing session so that mayb I can have the mood to study. I'll still be happy here and enjoy my this last 3 weeks of holiday in USA.